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Remember how I was "emofying" on the thoughts of not being able to go out to celebrate the freedom from exams..well, the whole "emofying" situation actually took up my whole day..I didn't even have proper lunch due to this.. So at dinner time, around 8.30pm, my batch mate @ UM best friend Vinod, texted me to join him for lunch..and mind it I was still in a very very "emo" mood..yet I went down as any other good friend would do..At the cafe, Vinod actually confessed that he was putting a long face earlier because it was an order from our college senior..The obvious reason that popped right out of my head was "Seniors wanted to teach us a lesson through Vinod." Actually, that didn't really eat me up as I know this has got nothing to do with me and by using the word 'that' I'm referring to my seniors instruction. But I really couldn't accept the fact that Vinod would treat me like that though I don't deserve that sorta treatment..Suddenly, out of the blue, Vinod asked me if I would want to follow him to Puduraya to buy bus tickets.I hesitated at first, but then later I agreed. So there I was on the bike with him with the thought of going to Puduraya. All the way there I kept arguing with him bout the way he actually treated me today. Since I was too busy arguing I didn't pay attention to the path he took.. All of a sudden he turns into Taman Jaya and says, "This is Puduraya." I was like sooooo damn touched.. Taman Jaya, a place I was hoping to go by the end of semester 1. It is this beautiful park with a big big pond and amazing landscape. Honestly, I was lost for words. Vinod, knows how much I wanted to go to this place. Come to think of, he actually had thought bout me when I was too busy arguing with him. He admitted that he was cold to me because he wanted to surprise me later on. I was like, "Damn..Am I lucky or what to get a very thoughtful friend like him." Honestly, nobody has ever done something as sweet as this. I will never ever forget this day..I'll cherish it for life..Vinod, if you happen to be reading this, I got only one thing to say, "YOU ROCK." You are God's gift to me to help wade off my gloomy days in UM. You are my friend for life. You definitely will live in my heart forever and ever as my "BEST FRIEND." Who cares bout what the world things.
I was in the whole mood of posting about how happy and glad I am with my exams over..I thought now I can spend my days actually roaming the KL town before I pack and leave for the semester break on the 20th of November..I dreamt of this day, months ago..I had plans..but my dreams and plans just shattered into thousand pieces today.. It took me days to talk my friend,Vinod into following out for a road trip..Maybe catch a movie and enjoy a laid back time at Taman Jaya.. It was all going to happen as planned.. Until last night, my seniors told us to get dressed formally tomorrow cause there's an event in Hilton's Hotel which we gotta attend.. Its from 11pm to 3pm.. I still didn't want to sacrifice my days of plan soo we decided to go for movies straight after the event..I got dressed formally to the exam hall..I looked ridiculous..After exam, I was soo happy..Actually I manage to answer the questions well..I was joking n laughing around with Mathan and Karti..At a point Karti said, "now we laugh alot, later we gonna cry.." I just shrugged it off.. I was still in the mood to enjoy..~lalalala~Suddenly, Vinod appeared to be very mood out.. I was told that, my wonderful senior scolded vinod for coming late..and sooo he told us no need to go..He actually scolded vinod harshly.. Vinod got really upset..I really understand how he feels..With that, he suddenly decided to go back to his room and sleep..no word about the outing at all..Its over..Tomorrow he is going back..That's it..Next it would be next semester..When I keep reminding people that I'll be a totally different person next semester, they laughed bout it..especially vinod.. He is soooo gonna regret that.. And soo here I am writing in my blog, with tears pouring down my cheeks..with the question, "Why must my life be soo miserable?" running in my head..Now its official!!! My life in UM is completely crap.. It sucks!!!
You are 25 now..in five years time you'll be married to the woman of your choice..I wish you happiness forever n ever..May the God bless you with prosperity and tonnes and tonnes of wealthy health..I wish I can shout to the whole world and say "you mean the world to me.."but I can't bring myself to it...Just be happy man.."When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice."
Take care and be yourself..don't change for anyone..
Damn!! Damn!! Damn!! Never thought I would ever in a hundred years say this, I hate University life..it sucks soo bad.. I definitely prefer my parents to those people called seniors.. What is sooo wrong in me an Indian wearing shorts to the cafe?? Its just shorts..not hot pants.. I use to wear them all the time.. even in SITIAWAN town.. My parents would never say a thing bout me wearing a shorts.. like who the hell came up with the lousy thought that shorts are only made for Europeans and Chinese people to wear outside the comfort of their room.. I have no flirtatious intention in wearing shorts k..I find it comfortable..thats all..I can skip into a Jeans or tracks or three-quaters anytime..but what's up with people mentality.. Indian means musn't wear shorts in public.. Why is it always bout the bloody issue on SHORTS?? Indian gals who wears shorts are bad is it.. All that they are trying to do is to flirt is it..damn it..its just a shorts.. Why when a European or Chinese wears them you have nothing to say, but when an Indian gal wears it you have thousands stuffs to contradict.. Its just the mentality of our Indian people.. When Indian girls wear shorts it just portrays a bad image of them..Its only 4 years here..changing who I am here won't change the real me inside.. All I am doing is to respect the older ones as my seniors and live to their words.. I am never changing who I am.. Ok fine..no more shorts in UM's 11 college cafe..but that's it..only in UM..and its for the respect I have for those people called seniors.. I don't have to like them..still I do respect them.. But seriously, I never thought I would be soo suffocated here compared to being back at home..Sometimes, it seems sooo right to actually live my life my way..but still being threaten is soo not gonna help me live happily..The rule you learn in university is, "in order to make others happy, you have to sacrifice your own happiness.." damn life.. always living for other peoples satisfaction..argggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................................
BABY!!!She is a cutie..I never liked pets before..but still this gal is soo adorable that I can't resist liking her..Even my mom loves her.. They way she jumps out of the cage the moment you open it.. The way she turns to look at me the moment I call her name.. The way she runs around my porch..n me trying so hard to keep her away from the drain..I really miss my baby..
Last night, me n my dear roommates were having lotsa fun together..Actually, this is the first time after that many months that I am actually in my room with my roommates.. we actually was watching "THE LITTLE NYONYA"..It is a Malaysian Chinese sitcom..It is a very nice sitcom lar..We was watching it together..we laughed together..teased together..so much fun..it was already 12am when we went to bed..Celena, Gan and I slept first..Lee Sun had to study for tomorrow's test.. so we thought that that was the end..but even then, we were still teasing each other..Suddenly,we heard a loud knock on the door..repeatedly..Lee Sun was the only one awake..She walked towards the door and slowly opened it..There stood 5 woman in front of our door..2 of them was actually carrying a bag filled with things..One of the lady is our college Penyelia.. She barged in and straight away reached for our water boiler..They came in for a spotcheck it seems..how annoying..its 1am k..What were they thinking..and it was Celena's boiler..She was really upset..tak pasal2 we got scolding from her..but I do understand how she feels..stupid lar..it wasn't suppose to turn out this way..
1) Your heart beats faster when you hear their name2) Your body melts when you are in their arms3) They are the only one that you want to be with4) No one else is even worth looking at5) You would walk 3 miles in the snow just to see them6) You will do everything in your power to make them happy7) When someone asks for your number, you say "you can call myboy/girl friend and get it from them8) When every romantic thing makes you think of them9) When you cry when you won't see each other for a while10) You go to sleep thinking about them11) You wake up thinking about them12) You want to spend every moment with them13) You don't mind if all they want to do is cuddle14) Silence doesn't bother you15) They are not only your lover, but also your best friend16) You can tell them anything17) You can go to the movies and actually WATCH the movie18) They are always there for you19) They are there when times are rough20) When you say, "I LOVE YOU" and mean it...
