Birthday wishes to ANBA -24th OCT-

You are 25 now..in five years time you'll be married to the woman of your choice..I wish you happiness forever n ever..May the God bless you with prosperity and tonnes and tonnes of wealthy health..I wish I can shout to the whole world and say "you mean the world to me.."but I can't bring myself to it...Just be happy man..


"When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice."


Take care and be yourself..don't change for anyone..

Why question my personal rights!!

Damn!! Damn!! Damn!!

Never thought I would ever in a hundred years say this, I hate University life..it sucks soo bad.. I definitely prefer my parents to those people called seniors.. What is sooo wrong in me an Indian wearing shorts to the cafe?? Its just shorts..not hot pants.. I use to wear them all the time.. even in SITIAWAN town.. My parents would never say a thing bout me wearing a shorts.. like who the hell came up with the lousy thought that shorts are only made for Europeans and Chinese people to wear outside the comfort of their room.. I have no flirtatious intention in wearing shorts k..I find it comfortable..thats all..I can skip into a Jeans or tracks or three-quaters anytime..but what's up with people mentality.. Indian means musn't wear shorts in public..

Why is it always bout the bloody issue on SHORTS?? Indian gals who wears shorts are bad is it.. All that they are trying to do is to flirt is it..damn it..its just a shorts.. Why when a European or Chinese wears them you have nothing to say, but when an Indian gal wears it you have thousands stuffs to contradict.. Its just the mentality of our Indian people.. When Indian girls wear shorts it just portrays a bad image of them..

Its only 4 years here..changing who I am here won't change the real me inside.. All I am doing is to respect the older ones as my seniors and live to their words.. I am never changing who I am.. Ok fine..no more shorts in UM's 11 college cafe..but that's it..only in UM..and its for the respect I have for those people called seniors.. I don't have to like them..still I do respect them..

But seriously, I never thought I would be soo suffocated here compared to being back at home..Sometimes, it seems sooo right to actually live my life my way..but still being threaten is soo not gonna help me live happily..The rule you learn in university is, "in order to make others happy, you have to sacrifice your own happiness.." damn life.. always living for other peoples satisfaction..argggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................................

The new love of my Life!!

BABY!!!

She is a cutie..I never liked pets before..but still this gal is soo adorable that I can't resist liking her..Even my mom loves her.. They way she jumps out of the cage the moment you open it.. The way she turns to look at me the moment I call her name.. The way she runs around my porch..n me trying so hard to keep her away from the drain..I really miss my baby..

Happy moments turn bad..

Last night, me n my dear roommates were having lotsa fun together..Actually, this is the first time after that many months that I am actually in my room with my roommates.. we actually was watching "THE LITTLE NYONYA"..It is a Malaysian Chinese sitcom..It is a very nice sitcom lar..We was watching it together..we laughed together..teased together..so much fun..it was already 12am when we went to bed..Celena, Gan and I slept first..Lee Sun had to study for tomorrow's test.. so we thought that that was the end..but even then, we were still teasing each other..

Suddenly,we heard a loud knock on the door..repeatedly..Lee Sun was the only one awake..She walked towards the door and slowly opened it..There stood 5 woman in front of our door..2 of them was actually carrying a bag filled with things..One of the lady is our college Penyelia.. She barged in and straight away reached for our water boiler..They came in for a spotcheck it seems..how annoying..its 1am k..What were they thinking..and it was Celena's boiler..She was really upset..tak pasal2 we got scolding from her..but I do understand how she feels..stupid lar..it wasn't suppose to turn out this way..

True Love!!

1) Your heart beats faster when you hear their name
2) Your body melts when you are in their arms
3) They are the only one that you want to be with
4) No one else is even worth looking at
5) You would walk 3 miles in the snow just to see them
6) You will do everything in your power to make them happy
7) When someone asks for your number, you say "you can call my
boy/girl friend and get it from them
8) When every romantic thing makes you think of them
9) When you cry when you won't see each other for a while
10) You go to sleep thinking about them
11) You wake up thinking about them
12) You want to spend every moment with them
13) You don't mind if all they want to do is cuddle
14) Silence doesn't bother you
15) They are not only your lover, but also your best friend
16) You can tell them anything
17) You can go to the movies and actually WATCH the movie
18) They are always there for you
19) They are there when times are rough
20) When you say, "I LOVE YOU" and mean it...

Kalai Aaram 09/10- 11 OCT-

Three months of hard work just ended like that..from the time I went and did ticket selling, to the time we practised damn hard..everything has come to an end..I learnt a lot through this.. Lets start from ticket selling..I met so many strangers..some were nice and some were awfully mean..I got me thinking bout the days where I would say no to people who comes chasing after me to sell their tickets..but biar diri sendiri kena buat..hhhmmm..baru terasa giler..I learnt how to deal with people..I still remember there were times where we would go to temples to sell tickets..and there would be groups of youngsters especially guys who buys the tickets just to come and "mengorat"..ade yang sempat ask for my number lagi..funny characters..I couldn't have met these people all if not for ticket selling..The good thing bout ticket selling is that we get free dinner..hehe..and we get to visit KL and Selangor temples..I even went to KLCC tau..

Then three weeks nearing Kalai Aaram I got involved in dance..I joined the 12th college and 5th college seniors and formed a group..I was the only junior.. At first, I find them to be nice people but as the days go by I started to see their true colour.. I started to analyse each of them..Except for senior Malar, the rest there are sooooo pretentious.. I dunno how senior Malar can tolerate them..Our group always got problem one..Dahlar only 5 of us in a group..Still we got the best choreographer, Gopi Anne..His dance steps were awesome..I practised very hard to just be on par with the rest of the group members..they all doing degree in dance..but somehow I manage to do it d..cool me..

I thought dance was all..but then I liked drama too..So I pun beria-ria lar join drama jadi the ponne tholi..this was three days before Kalai Aaram..The drama was really fun..I enjoyed practising with the group..it was awesome..Senior Karu did a great job with the script and Senior Kumar's acting was superb..he is the "new face of terror"..hehe..Viknaraj as the "Kandasamy" pun was also cekaply done..but after soo much of brushing up lar..over all drama superb (supere drama supere)..

Then came the medly..Since I was a MT for biro makanan,(kononnya) I pun took part in the medly..best tau..I danced for two songs..One is 'Oore vitte oore vanthe' with senior Suharsan..I was the only gal in that song..I was senior Suharsan's gal in that song..soo we were suppose to be dating, then suddenly this three boys will come to kacau daun, senior Karu, senior Arvintha n Vinod.. Senior Arvind lar best..chasing me away je..suka sangat dia..he and his garang face..senior tak takut lar..hehe..The second song is 'Kadai Vedu'..I teamed up with senior JP, senior Parventhan @ Baby and with Kavitha.. The medly was an awesome treat..I enjoyed being in the medly team..no regrets..

But the thing that took me off was the gimik..I was told at 5am in the morning to prepare a dance step for a music which will last for 1 min and 30 sec, and to dance it at the gimik show..I was shocked but I took up the challenge..me and senior Malar went for it..Senior. Nalini helped me choreograph the steps..with less than 24 hours practise we manage to do it.. It didn't really turn out well as I kinda did some errors, but still in the video it looked perfect to me..Thne gimik was a stunner and senior. Vicky boy did a great job together with his team..

Overall ,that day, the show went on well..The comment I got was that the song i danced 'Ore Devaloga Rani' was done sooooo perfectly.. many told me that my dance was sooo coordinated and there was life to it.. I was sooo glad to hear that.. I was told that my dear batchmate savin was way excited everytime I got on stage..haha..dunno how far true it is..but I'm glad I did it.. I made really good friends and I did proof some point to people out there that its not what faculty you are from that counts its the heart that does it all..I may be a law student but I had deep interest in performing and I did this for my own satisfaction..for people to know that I too can be the person they want me to be..

But after this if people say I didn't do anything then I'll know what to tell them.. because i may be going silent after this..my second semester means everything to me..and I'm not gonna mess it up..

A Lie turn Wild!!

Actually, I got back from dance practise at 7am on Friday morning after dance practise. I did not have the energy to get up d..I was having fever the day before..I had to find a way to skip class and so I decided to get an emcee from the clinic in UM..So around 2pm I went to the clinic in UM situated in 12 college..

Upon reaching there, I filled up a form..After that I waited for 30 minutes to just see the nurse..It took another 30 minutes before I could actually see the doctor..I was half cursing myself for not waking up for class.. I guess after hearing me curse myself, the God himself took pity on me..hehe..my number was called..

I went in room no.6..This doctor from Thailand sat there in front of me..He greeted me and I greeted him back..Our conversation was simple..

DR: What is wrong?
Me: I am having fever.
(Dr. takes a thermometer and shoved it into my mouth..)
DR: Yes..yes..you temperature very high.. Do you have cough and flu??
Me: Yes I have..Sore throat too..Doctor, my whole body is aching..my knees are hurting..so is my joints..
DR: Okay, you take this form and go for a blood test..
(fills a blood test form)

I was shocked..My mind was trying to digest the word Blood Test.. I could see a sharp needle piercing my skin and my blood being sucked into the injection..My heart screamed aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh....

Me: But Dr. I am only having normal fever..Why do I need blood test??
DR: I suspect you are having H1N1..you have all the symptoms..
Me: Oh my god!! cannot be..
DR: Don't worry..do the blood test than we confirm it k..

I almost felt like crying tau.. I never thought my lie would bring me this far, though me having fever is a fact..I got up from the chair and literally dragged myself to the "gruesome room". The lab assistant at the pathology lab.. He was surprisingly nice..but he was after no good..He is here to hurt me with a weapon called "injection".. He asked me to sit on the chair..he took hold of my left arm and wiped with cotton..He then slowly inserted the needle inside my vein..I could my blood filling up the injection tube..

After all that torture, the doctor afford to tell me that its only a viral fever and that he will give me an emcee so that I can rest..Look at what I have to go through for an emcee..The lesson learnt next time no matter what time you sleep, you better get up for class..